Without Control, by GREYWALKER

Without Control

by GREYWALKER

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1.	Your Sins 04:31	lyrics	buy track
BENEATH THE CLOAK OF NIGHT OUR MINDS HAVE LOST CONTROL WITH WEAK AND WEARY EYES WE REAP WHAT WE HAVE SOWN PATIENCE IS WEARING THIN ESCAPE INTO THE NIGHT BITE FROM THE FRUIT OF SIN I ROT FROM THE INSIDE DILUTED BY THE PAIN THESE HANDS ITCH WITH REGRET THE FEAR OF MYSELF THAT I CAN'T FORGET YOU GIVE ME YOUR MESS AND I DIVE INTO THE DEEP END PLAYING THE GAME NEVER KNOWING WHY I EVER WANTED TO WIN YOU GIVE ME YOUR MESS AND I DIVE INTO THE DEEP END UNDER THESE WAVES NEVER KNOWING WHY I EVER THOUGHT I COULD SWIM IN YOUR SINS THE POISON IN OUR BLOOD POLLUTED DNA THE NOISE INSIDE OUR HEARTS DILUTED BY THE PAIN I ROT FROM THE INSIDE THESE HANDS ITCH WITH REGRET THE FEAR OF MYSELF THAT CAN'T FORGET THE TRUTH IS IN US ALL FROM CRADLE TO THE GRAVE WE'RE ALL JUST PARASITES WE AIM TO MISBEHAVE
2.	Beyond The Glow 03:32	lyrics	buy track
DUG IN TOO DEEP I HAVE BECOME MY DARKEST DREAM I'M ON THE RUN IN WAY TOO DEEP BEYOND THE GLOW BENEATH THE DIRT I BREATHE ALONE CRAWLING - MY WAY - THROUGH THESE BURNING STREETS CLAWING - AT THESE - UNFAMILIAR SHEETS LIFE IS SO TRAITOROUS, YOU KNOW AND BLOOD WON'T PUMP THROUGH A HEART OF STONE A CANNIBAL I HAVE BECOME MY DARKEST DREAM STILL ON THE RUN UNINVITING RECYCLED SIN RABID AND BITING I’M BREAKING THE SKIN IT ALL NARROWS WHEN I BREATHE HOLLOW VESSEL, BROKEN TEETH FEEL THE MARROW START TO SEETHE AS I WITHER UNDERNEATH THIS SWARM BEYOND THE GLOW DUG IN TOO DEEP THE TIME HAS COME NO LAND TO ROAM NO PLACE TO RUN IN WAY TOO DEEP I SAW THE GLOW BENEATH THE HURT I FEED ALONE BEYOND THE GLOW IT ALL NARROWS WHEN I BREATHE HOLLOW VESSEL, BROKEN TEETH FEEL THE MARROW START TO SEETHE AS I WITHER UNDERNEATH THIS SWARM BEYOND THE GLOW
3.	Without Control 04:39	lyrics	buy track
TOO MANY TO CONVINCE OF SCARS YOU'VE WORN UNDER THE WIRE OF FRAGILE AND TREMBLING SOULS RAVENOUS APPETITES - NO CONTROL - ALL PARASITES CAUGHT IN THE STRANGLEHOLD OF HANDS SO COLD AND THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW WE HAVE TO FIGHT AND HOW FOR YOU AND I THERE'S NO SIGN OF THE LIGHT DRAGGED DOWN INTO THE BLACK DOWN IN THE STRIFE DRAGGED DOWN INTO A PLACE WHERE DEATH OUT NUMBERS LIFE I AM NO ONE WITHOUT A SOUL BUT I'M THE ONE WITHOUT CONTROL WHY SHOULD WE EXPECT ANYTHING AT ALL STILL FRESH FROM THE WOMB AND LEARNING HOW TO CRAWL I AM NO ONE WITHOUT MY SOUL BUT I'M THE ONE WHO'S LOST CONTROL TOO LONG I HAVE IGNORED THESE DRUMS OF WAR CAUGHT IN THE FIRE - TOO WEAK TO BREAK ANY MOLD RAVENOUS APPETITE - NO CONTROL - A PARASITE THESE EYES NEED NO BLINDFOLD INSIDE THIS HOLE DRAGGED DOWN INTO THE BLACK DOWN IN THE STRIFE DRAGGED DOWN INTO A PLACE WHERE DEATH OUT NUMBERS LIFE I AM NO ONE WITHOUT A SOUL BUT I'M THE ONE WITHOUT CONTROL WHY SHOULD WE EXPECT ANYTHING AT ALL NOTHING BUT ANIMALS LEARNING HOW TO CRAWL I AM NO ONE WITHOUT MY SOUL BUT I'M THE ONE WHO'S LOST CONTROL
4.	Dark Waters 03:46	lyrics	buy track
CREEPING THROUGH DEAFENING COLD OUT OF LIGHT, THESE BONES HAVE GROWN OLD CRUCIFY ME - PURIFY ME IT WON'T CHANGE A THING THIS BODY IS ACHING, WE HAVE TO PUSH ON THE PILLARS ARE SHAKING OLD FRUIT FROM THE GODS IN THE DARKEST WATERS I CAN REACH THIS WORLD IS DEAD THIS WORLD IS DEAD TO ME I AM FIRE - I AM THE BLISTER NEVER HEALING I AM AN ARMY - YOU ARE NOTHING I AM FIRE - I AM THE SCAB FOREVER PEELING I AM AN ARMY - YOU ARE NOTHING YOU ARE DEAD DEAD TO ME IN THE DARKEST WATERS OF DECEIT I SAW AN OUTLINE WITHIN MY REACH A SILHOUETTE OF OUR ABANDONED FAITH BREATH IN THE POISON - PREPARE FOR THE CHANGE CRUCIFY ME - PURIFY ME IT WON'T CHANGE A THING I AM FIRE - I AM THE BLISTER NEVER HEALING I AM AN ARMY - YOU ARE NOTHING I AM FIRE - I AM THE SCAB FOREVER PEELING I AM AN ARMY - YOU ARE NOTHING YOU ARE DEAD TO ME DEAD TO ME CREEPING THROUGH DEAFENING COLD OUT OF LIGHT, THESE BONES HAVE GROWN OLD I WILL SWIM TO THE DARKEST WATERS I CAN REACH THIS WORLD IS DEAD THIS WORLD IS DEAD TO ME
5.	Gold Lust 02:43	lyrics	buy track
I AM A STRANGER - AN ALIEN FOREIGN OLD BONES I KNOW I'LL WITHER SO PEEL AWAY THE BARK AND CARVE INITIALS IF THERE'S SPACE IN MY ROT WILL YOU HAUNT ME WHEN I'M GONE FOR ALL MY YEARS AND THROUGH ALL MY FAULTS WILL YOU BLEED ME WHEN I'M GONE I FEAR YOU WON'T - I FEAR YOU DON'T ALL I EVER DO IS COUNT THE TIME TAKING MEALS FROM SCRAPS WOLVES LEAVE BEHIND USED FLESH - I FEEL SO COLD FOAM AT THE MOUTH FOR A THE TASTE OF GOLD PEEL OFF MY FACE TEAR OUT MY TONGUE COUGH UP MY LUNGS I'M DONE. I FIND COMFORT IN THE SOUND RUMBLING THROUGH MY RIBCAGE FROM UNDER THE GROUND AND I FIND COMFORT IN THE COLD I’LL DIE - I'LL DIE FOR THE GOLD ALL I SEE IS TROUBLE IN A CLEVER DISGUISE DISASSEMBLING THE BRAIN FROM THE TOP OF MY SPINE A THIRST I CAN'T CONTROL BEGGING FOR VENOM - A TASTE OF THE GOLD PEEL OFF MY FACE TEAR OUT MY TONGUE COUGH UP MY LUNGS I'M DONE. I AM DONE. WILL YOU HAUNT ME WHEN I'M GONE FOR ALL MY YEARS AND THROUGH ALL MY FAULTS WILL YOU BLEED ME WHEN I'M GONE I FEAR YOU WON'T - I FEAR YOU DON'T I FIND COMFORT IN THE SOUND RUMBLING THROUGH MY RIBCAGE FROM UNDER THE GROUND AND I FIND COMFORT IN THE COLD I’LL DIE - I'LL DIE FOR THE GOLD
6.	Pity Capsule 03:01	lyrics	buy track
LIFE OF CRIME, CAST AWAY NO RULE LEFT HERE TO BREAK LIFE IS CRUEL AND TOO SHORT NO REPLAY. NO REWARD. ALL OUR TIME, BLED AWAY WOUNDS WE TEND EVERY DAY LIFE IS CRUEL. PULL THE CORD. NO REWARD. NOTHING MORE. AND YOU PULL ME UNDER YOU PULL ME DOWN ONTO MY KNEES THE BLOOD IS ON YOUR HANDS DO WITH ME AS YOU PLEASE HAVE YOU ONLY GOT LOVE FOR THE WHITE SKY? THE SWAN HAS SUNG. NONE OF US WANT SOMEONE. TO TEAR INTO OUR SKIN AND NEGLECT WHAT LIVES WITHIN I'M IN THIS CAPSULE ALL MY TIME I'M IN THIS SHELL FOR ALL TIME ALL MY TIME AND YOU PULL ME UNDER YOU PULL ME DOWN ONTO MY KNEES THE BLOOD IS ON YOUR HANDS UNWORTHY OF LOVE FROM ME HAVE YOU ONLY GOT LOVE FOR THE WHITE SKY? LIFE OF CRIME, CAST AWAY NO RULE LEFT HERE TO BREAK LIFE IS CRUEL AND TOO SHORT NO REPLAY. NO REWARD. NO REPLAY. NO REWARD. NO GOODBYE. NOTHING MORE.
7.	Hollow Days 05:02	lyrics	buy track
I CLOSE MY EYES AND DRIFT AWAY INTO THE SKY. THE PRICE TO PAY I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING FLOATING THROUGH SPACE TO NUMB THE PAIN NIGHTS COME BUT NEVER CHANGE DAYS ARE HOLLOW, ALL THE SAME I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING I DRIFT AWAY I OPEN MYSELF, I RISK IT ALL ROTTEN TO THE CORE, I’LL TAKE THE FALL WITH NO MORE WEIGHT ON MY CONSCIENCE I WILL FAN THE FLAME WITH NO MORE WEIGHT ON YOUR CONSCIENCE YOU’LL DRIFT AWAY DON'T BE AFRAID DON'T BE AFRAID AND IN THIS DREAM I’VE PAINTED BLACK, PORTRAIT OF A MANIAC. I CLOSE MY EYES AND DRIFT AWAY I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING FLOATING THROUGH SPACE TO NUMB THE PAIN NIGHTS COME BUT NEVER CHANGE DAYS ARE HOLLOW, ALL THE SAME I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING I DRIFT AWAY INSIDE OF ME IS AN OCEAN BLACKER THAN THE NIGHT ANXIETY AND DEVOTION BLACKER THAN THE NIGHT I CLOSE MY EYES AND DRIFT AWAY INTO THE SKY. THE PRICE TO PAY I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING FLOATING THROUGH SPACE TO NUMB THE PAIN NIGHTS COME BUT NEVER CHANGE DAYS ARE HOLLOW, ALL THE SAME I DRIFT AWAY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING I DRIFT AWAY DON'T BE AFRAID JUST DRIFT AWAY DRIFT AWAY
8.	Dust To Dust 02:39	lyrics	buy track
I AM DIVIDED I AM BEYOND PALE BLACK AND BLUE - OPEN WOUNDS FOUGHT BACK WITH TOOTH AND NAIL I AM DIVIDED I AM A KEEPER OF THE KEY LOCKED AWAY - I'LL SLEEP FOR DAYS AND REGRET EVERYTHING LET'S GO GET LOST INSIDE OF OURSELVES I AM DIVIDED I AM NOT SO WELL BROKEN BONES FROM PUNCHES THROWN DON'T KNOW HOW HARD I FELL I AM DIVIDED I AM THE BRIDGE BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG - IM JUMPING OFF NEVER REGRET A THING THROWN FROM YOUR MOUNTAIN TO THE SEA BENEATH LOST IN THE FOUNTAIN IT SWALLOWED ME WHAT LIES BEYOND? DUST TO DUST DUST TO DUST X2 I AM DIVIDED I AM BEYOND FRAIL OPEN WOUNDS - THE SAME OLD TUNE THE SHAME BEHIND THE VEIL LET'S GO LET'S GO GET LOST INSIDE OF OURSELVES THROWN FROM YOUR MOUNTAIN TO THE SEA BENEATH LOST IN THE FOUNTAIN IT SWALLOWED ME WHAT LIES BEYOND? DUST TO DUST WHAT LIES BEYOND? DUST TO DUST
9.	In The Face of The Abyss 03:54	lyrics	buy track
MY BLOOD AND MY SECRETS ARE SMEARED ACROSS THESE WALLS A HUNDRED EYES UNDER MY SKIN TIGHTENED FISTS WITH TWISTED FIGURES AMNESIAC - HORRORS UNWITHERED TEARS WON'T CLEAN DEAD SKIN I SIT AT THE EDGE OF THE ABYSS FEARS WEIGHT WON'T PULL ME IN I SPIT IN THE FACE OF THE ABYSS IN THE DARK YOU WILL DROWN - PULL ME OUT IN THE DARK YOU WILL DROWN WE BEND AND CHANGE DIRECTIONS A HUNDRED EYES / THEIR HUNGRY EYES WATCHING OUR SINS SYNTHETIC PRAISE. SYNTHETIC AFFECTION. THE ECHO CHAMBER OF SYNTHETIC PERFECTION. TEARS WON'T CLEAN DEAD SKIN I SIT AT THE EDGE OF THE ABYSS FEARS WEIGHT WON'T PULL ME IN I SPIT IN THE FACE OF THE ABYSS HOW DEEP DOES THIS DARKNESS GO HOW FAR UNTIL I REACH THE GLOW IN THE DARK YOU WILL DROWN - PULL ME OUT FOLDING MYSELF INTO SMALLER SUMS BEGGING ALL TO FORGIVE THE DEMON I’VE BECOME GET ME OUT OF MY HEAD GET ME OUT OF MY HEAD GET ME OUT OF HERE
10.	Awakening 04:12	lyrics	buy track
THE LAST I SAW OF MYSELF A REFLECTION IN THE WATER STREAM OF THE LIFE THAT I HAD LEFT TO WALK INTO THE LAND OF DEFEAT LOOK AT YOURSELF WHAT DO YOU NOT SEE? HOLD YOUR HOPE TIGHT DON'T LET IT FREE AWAKENING - AWAKENING OPEN YOURSELF WHAT DO YOU NOT SEE? IS IT ALL JUST NUMB? DO YOUR WOUNDS NOT BLEED? BURNT FROM BOTH ENDS THEY WONDER WHY THEY NEVER HAD A CHANCE IT DOESN'T END IT NEVER ENDS STRETCHING OUT IN MY EYES I FELT THE VENOM IN MY WATER STREAM FROM THE DREAM THAT I HAD LEFT TO SINK INTO THE QUICKSAND BENEATH OPEN YOURSELF ENOUGH OF DAYS LIVING IN THE SHADE BURNT FROM BOTH ENDS THEY WONDER WHY THEY NEVER HAD A CHANCE (WAIT ON SECOND HALVES) IT DOESN'T END IT NEVER ENDS I WEAR NO CROWN. I AM NO KING. FREE FROM THE THRONE. THIS IS MY AWAKENING. JUST ANOTHER FOOL DROWNING IN THE MUD
11.	The Wolf and I 03:44	lyrics	buy track
IF I COULD FACE YOU IF I COULD MAKE AMENDS WITH ALL THESE MISTAKES I'D BOW MY HEAD CAUSE DESPITE ALL OUR LOST YEARS I STILL WELCOME THE FEAR LOST IN DREAMS - HOPES WE COULD NOT HOLD TEARING AT THE SEAMS - CHISELING THE BONE I DARE YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES PEEL BACK THIS DISGUISE AND TRY NOT TO LOOK AT ME LIKE I AM A STRANGER I CAN'T LOOK AT YOU LIKE I AM A STRANGER SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE THE DARK I HEAR THE BEATING OF YOUR HEART I DARE YOU NOW TO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND STILL NOT SEE ME BY YOUR SIDE A WOLF - THE WOLF AND I WE CRACK THE BARK AND PEEL A WOLF - THE WOLF AND I WE WELCOME THE FEAR LET MY FRUSTRATIONS SHOW THESE ILLUSTRATIONS WONT BLEED AND BLEND WITH MY LIGHT BLEED AND BLEND WITH MY LIGHT BLEED AND BLEND WITH MY LIGHT FALLING DEEP INTO NIGHT I CANNOT SEE THE LIGHT I CAN’T LOOK AT YOU LIKE I AM A STRANGER WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I AM A STRANGER HOWLING DEMONS REAPPEAR TO TEAR APART THE ATMOSPHERE I DARE YOU NOW TO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LET THE BEASTS EAT US ALIVE A WOLF, THE WOLF AND I, WE SHARE THE SAME COLD MEAL A WOLF, THE WOLF AND I, WE WELCOME THE FEAR AND YOU'RE STARING BACK AT ME AS IF I WASN'T THERE MY BODY BECOMES STILL I WELCOME THE FEAR LET MY FRUSTRATIONS SHOW THESE ILLUSTRATIONS WONT BLEED AND BLEND WITH MY LIGHT A WOLF, THE WOLF AND I, WE CRACK THE BARK AND PEEL A WOLF, THE WOLF AND I, WE WELCOME THE FEAR

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released July 6, 2018

Brian Howe: Vocals
Ricky Zimmerman: Guitar
Evan Thorsen: Guitar
Colt Dalmaso: Bass
Joey Solak: Drums

All songs written by Greywalker
All Lyrics Written by Brian Howe
Dark Atmospheres on Tracks 1,3,7&10 by Nathan King
Guest Vocals on 'Hollow Days' by Carly Simon-Warneke

Produced by Greywalker
Recorded in 2017-2018 at Very Tight Recordings and at Home
Engineered by Matt Very, Evan Thorsen & Ricky Zimmerman
Mixed by Brian How
Mastered by Alan Douches at West West Side Music

All Photography originally shot by Nick Prezioso
Photography Edits and Album Layout by Brian Howe